if you think it, you can get it...

If you think it, you can get it...
:)

Contentment :S

was walking alone on my way home just now.
And I started thinking about things.
I thought about how contented I am with my life now.
As in, the extent of my contentment ( if there's ever such a word).
I thought about what people always say,
the older we gets, the less easily contented we get.
perhaps, that's true for most cases.
but sometimes, just a small note would just make me smile :)

BUBBLY! :)

I changed my blog song le!
Jer introduced to me de.
It's SO NICE can!
it's my new favourite song too!
*melts as the music plays*
I'm so in love with this song! :)

Here's the lyrics to "Bubbly"
I love the lyrics too
BOYFREN!
I AM SO GLAD THAT YOU SHARED THIS NICEEE SONG WITH ME!
*loves*

I've been awake for a while now
You make me feel like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

It starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it stats in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

Wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

:S

I was happy in the morning.
because I helped someone cross the road with the shelter of my umbrella.
But now, I am sad.
Something I've always been looking forward,
is disappearing.
Sad. There should be a way out.
I am looking for it.
still..

Happy 22 mthsery to US!

Happy 22th Monthsery to us! :)

hmm.. my boyfriend is now rushing out his assignment.
my poor boy.
He must be under so stress now. :S

time really flies.
I still can't believe that,
in another two months' time, we'll be TWO!
whoa.. it's amazing, isn't it?

Recently, something has been knocking on the door to my mind and heart.
actually, it's alot of things lah.
but yups.
things that were preached during the last sermon,
and something someone said.
The other day, flor's fren, chan tong was saying that,
he's turning twenty years, think nxt year?
and i was like, "good what! know how you're going to celebrate yet?"
but something he replied, hit me hard.
'cause I had the same thoughts before.
and still having, just that, I haven't been constantly reminding myself.
He replied,"but, I feel as though I haven't really achieved anything in these twenty years that I've been living."

wellwell.. I'm pretty sure most people at one point of their lives,
would have pondered over this.
If you've pondered over this,
what've you done about it?
And if you've not done anything about it,
better start moving now, before you realise that time has already flown past you.

as I've said earlier, something said during last sermon,
has been on my mind.
and I really want to be a star thrower! :)
hee.. let me inspire you with the story.
perhaps, you've already heard of it.
I had long ago, even before the sermon.
but hearing it again at this age and at that moment, impacted me much more.
perhaps, everyone of us needs a reminder from time to time.
and you'll be amazed at the impact of it in your life.
Trust me :)

And here goes, (but let me warn you, I'm a bad storyteller)

once, in a village by the sea,
there was this boy who was always by the seaside.
There were many starfishes washed ashore and left stranded
whenever there came the low tides.
And the boy would gently pick up one starfish and throw it back into the sea.
then another.. then another.. then another..
At one point of time, there came this person,
who didn't understand the boy's behaviour at all,
He asked, "why are you doing this?
Look at the whole stretch of starfish across the shoreline!
Do you think you'll be able to save them all?
And even if you do, you would take a very very long time!"
The boy smiled and gently picked up another starfish,
threw it back into the sea,
and he said, "I know.. but at least to that one starfish I threw back into the sea,
I made a difference."

I think we all should be a starthrower.
And make a difference in someone's life.
even if it's just one person.
it'd probably mean alot to that person.
:)

post-loreal hair seminar

okay. People! I'm back.
This is a post loreal hair-seminar update.
If you ain't interested,
you may SHOO >.<
hehe.

okay. so the story of a brave girl goes.
I'm not being BHB lorhs.
I really am!
I was still on the train at novena when the client called.
and I tot I was late.
so the moment I alighted,
I ran like a mad woman in the midst of walking working people all the way.
then, I saw this girl strolling.
she's one of the models for the day's show as well.
and she said that we werent late.
Thank God!

and so, we arrived at our destination,
the artistes' makeup cum dressing room.
and found two other our people and a new japanese girl there.
then the horror of it all came.
this girl called collete,
she is oso one of the girls who said she didnt mind having the hair cut short.
and the japanese cut it REAL short!
it's like a boy hairstyle lo!
BUT! with a fringe about 3cm above the brows.
oh mans.. I was there fearing for my hair.
then went to get changed.
changing is a chore for us man.
being a middle-sized model while the rest is small-sized models.
i had to keep changing my costumes cause they cant fit.
so, in the end I got the dress I wanted.
and! PURPLE STOCKINGS!

and the japanese KEN-SAN helped me curl my hair lo.
whilst it's stil long.
hee..
and at this moment, I heard the loreal staff talking very angrily to two girls.
the girls looked like though they were goin to cry,
cause they were scared to get that short a haircut.
ya.. So the loreal staff can't take it.
so send them home packing lo.
and I was the only one left doing the short haircut LAH!
see! I am SO brave lo! so I went ard taking photos whilst my hair is stil long.
haha.

show began.
and I was the first to solo out
and stand onstage,
to get my hair cut.
it was cool lah.
but at the same time, because you can't really see yourself.
and I was curious to know what my hairstyle was.
but the moment I returned to the dressing room, the girls were all saying my hairstyle looks really great.
wahaha. I like it too! :D
but there is only one pain, my feet were hurting, 'Cause the shoes were too TIGHT!

the finale was a great experience.
all of us tot we cld leave the stage le.
all the photographers blocked our way.
and all the flashlights flashing.
have to keep smiling and all.
and got some even requested that we turned in all angles for them to take the photographs.
got some hairstylists came on stage and behind us to feel our hair -__-
it's not like we are those mannequins can!! :S
haha. But it's was fun.
I was glad that I didn't fall flat on my face with the heels.
the heels were even higher than those I usually wore.
coolahs! :D

thank the jap with the help of the nice translator.
and went to the agency.
my agents cld recognise me.
with the makeup and hair.
haha.. Went to take more photos.
but only ONE was really good, I must say.
it's so sensual. HEEX.

yup-ped. I like the turn-out of my hair for yesterday.
that is before wash.
cause the haircut was meant to be styled and permed that way.
but if left unstyled, it's just short hairstyle.
just really short. :S

I am SO going to miss you, says the girl to her hair.

I am SO going to miss you,
says the girl to her hair.

no. it's not cut yet.
but soon.
in about twenty hours' time from now.
hais. of course I am sad lah!
I have been having long hair for like..
six years!
and now, more than twenty cm is going to get cut away.
oh mans.. you can imagine the woe in me :(

personality quizzes

tell me if this is true :)
to me, yes leh.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet.
You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict.
Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people.
You don't judge a book by its cover,
so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.
This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person.
And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships
and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like.
If you meet the right person,
you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas.
You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart,
so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person
and will choose a secure job with a steady income.
Knowing what you like to do is important.
Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure
and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed.
Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you.
This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people.
It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice.
People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues.
Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem,
which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

ANOTHER ONE TOO!

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever.
You are quite serious about finding this type of love,
and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet
before deciding whether you could really love them.
You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight:
you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life
before deciding to form an attachment.
If a guy doesn't meet your expectations,
you would rather be alone.
Your love has to be perfect.
Be careful though,
you could be missing out on some worthy relationships
because your standards are so high.

great day!

yay! it's a great day today!
I went out happily and came home happily :D
isn't that great?
went over to find my boyfriend again.
then we went to finish up his godsis's pressie
and went to his mummie's shop for lunch.
yummielicious lunch cooked by his mum,
though he said he was the one doing the cooking -__-
Was very very FULL!
and my boyfriend forced me to eat LEAFY VEGGIE!
ee yer! I do NOT like the leafy parts!
hehs.. wanna know why?
'cause I nearly ate a caterpillar found on one before.
seriously lO! :(

Anyways, am glad that jer's god sis like the pressie and the card :D
my boyfriend draws angels very nice d!
first time see him draw!
he is so much more artistically-inclined than me.
I think I am artistically-declined/reclined! :P
hee.. whatever lahs.

and OH! I saw a DISTURBING VIDEO today.
Of a deformed baby born in the Middle East.
It's said that a doctor asked the husband and the pregnant wife of their preferred gender.
and one of them replied, "boy or girl dun matter, even if born like a snake oso nvm."
and oh dear.. the baby was really deformed like a reptile,
with somewhat of a resemblance to an ET.
it's really disturbing.
and I think, seriously, we shld always watch what we say :S
this is scary.
I do hope it won't cause me to have nightmares!
sheesh..

i wanna talk random :S

Hmm. I wanna talk random today.

1. first happy thing first, I am glad I've gottten thru the final audition :D
*grins*

2. recently, I just gotten free movie tix to BRATZ -
a kiddo movie which I can treat my sis to :)

3. I've also gotten free movie tix to THE BEE MOVIE -
I guess I'll most probably watch it with JER.

4. okay. the above four points may make my life seem so smooth-sailing and great.
haha. but that's all a facade :S

5. been rather emotional recently.
poor boyfren has to suffer all of it.
oh wells :S

6. I'm kind of looking forward to 6pm today.
that wud mark the end of tuition for the WEEK ONLY.
hehs. the kids can be sooooooooo horrible sometimes!
but then, I realised all these experience with these HALFMONSTERS-HLAFANGELS..
seemed to help me in my patience with people :)

7. I'm looking forward to Saturday.
the current me, don't mind a complete new me.
perhaps, I wud need that to just get all those dumbdumb troubles off me :S

8. Was listening to WU XIN SHANG HAI on my xiaotou ysd.
eee.. I do NOT like that song.
'cause I don't believe in wu xin shang hai.
ah wells.. I can be REALLY stubborn at times.
just like, I do not believe lying for a good cause as well.
probably, it's just cause I was emo-ing away?
:S

9. the only reason I dread Saturday is cause,
I am beginning to love my hair color now.
it's like growing on me.
oh dear.
luckily, JER is driving me there.
else FLOR, you know what.. I might really run off :P

10. I MISS MY NANNY!
when are we meeting to chill?
are you coming to church on SUNDAY?
cheuk's cellmate has been pestering me!
I need my twin sister ard! :D
:D

ok.. that's rather enuff random talks for today.
woots! I can't wait for the end of my holidays.
hmm.. I know many people wud see me as wasting my time ard.
MORE THAN A WHOLE OF YEAR OF HOLIDAYS?!
ARE YOU NUTS?!!
well.. I am not.
this break did me greater good than I can ever imagine.
It gave me time to reflect on everything.
Imagine me already starting school,
wud I have all these opportunities to try out new things?
wud I have the chance to improve my patience with people?
I seriously doubt so.
I wud choose experience over studies anytime.
but then again, since I signed up to start school,
and if I really get into it.
I've resolved to study really hard.
and not give myself any slack when it comes to studying.
:)
see the change in me?
I quite like it :)

dedicated to esther toh :)

LIM JIA XIN dedicates this song to ESTHER TOH LUI JUE! :D

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache, life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside, look inside to your soul

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold on)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can't do
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

Young girl don't cry,
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall.

CHURCH SERVICE WAS AWESOME :)

Church Service yesterday, was AWESOME :)
REALITY = A LIMITATOR! :)
Pastor Kong made us write down two reality,
that we are going to challenge.
Must strive hard :)
FLORENCE! GO LISTEN TO THAT SERMON (dated14/10).
It's FOR YOU d!
trust me, it did me good.
It should do you good as well :)

after church, saw shanshan again outside.
She said that Chan Tong was asking her,
"ehh.. the FLorence's fren is what name ah? she's over THERE!"
FLOR! everyone was wonderin why my twin sister never turn up!
You've been missed! :D

I saw lots of people that I know ysd!
I saw yuhao, li hong, zhi sheng, one malay guy whom I duno how to spell his name.
Yup-ped.
then me went meet AH BON at AMK.
went kbox there..
it was a great two hours plus.
RATHER SHORT RIGHT?!
haish.. How was I to know that so many people will go to that ULU place?!!
then we went to eat nice noodles and dumplings!
then we went eat SOYA ICECREAM!
nicenice!
took lots of photos over ther!
hahaha.. SO happy!
it was a happy day!

SAD!

LET US OBSERVE ONE MINUTE OF SILENCE,
before you proceed on to read.
* one minute passes..*

KBOX AT LOTONE IS CLOSING DOWN!
that's bad news alright!
I'm grieving now LORH! :'(
aahhhhh!!
Ting ting says, tml maybe the last day le! :'(
Or there might be an extension till the 18 or so.
SAD SAD SAD.
ahhhhhh! this feels like END OF THE WORLD! :(
Okay.. Too much of a drama QUeen le.. :X

jer I wud pick you again!

JER ! I would pick you again :D

You Would Pick Your Boyfriend Again!

While the initial new couple spark has faded for you two, You've built upon your attraction - and formed a deep love. And although things are never perfect, they're usually pretty great. So don't let your eye wander. You've got the best catch for you, at home.

Would You Pick Him Again?

nice date :D

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

back from date with jerjer! :)
Watched Mr. Woodcock.
The show.. urms.. I don't think it's good.
haha. but I enjoyed Jer's company all the same :D
HEY! JER! IF YOU SEE THIS,
YOU'RE INVITED TO A HOMECOOKED DINNER ON MONDAY.
but if you don't see this,
oh wells.. too bad :p
*shrugs*

now tell me, is THAT really my hidden talent?

quiz

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

quiz

He's Getting Over Her...

You don't mind giving up a little of your life for your guy. But there's no way that you'd put him first all the time. You've struck a good balance of independence and compromise. Just make sure he gives up a little for you too!

Does Your World Revolve Around Your Guy?

personality test :D

comecome! take a personality test! :)
Quite accurate tho,
I was trying to convince myself that I have qualities mentioned in other categories.
but yup.. mine is LEFT-LEFT!
do your test and read for me and
tell me if I am really like that :S

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands.
If you see

Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important),
below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left
==========
Considerate, traditional, indirect type

can instinctly read other's emotion,
and respond friendly by natures.
Although not very into taking intiatives in moving forward,
but this person will always take a step back in supporting others.
Stable personality and considerate,
give others a being protected feeling.
But the weakness is they cannot say no;
regardless how unwilling they are,
they will take care of others.

Right-Right
===========
Loves challenges type

Straightfoward.
Once they decided on one thing,
will take action right away.
Very curious,
and love challenges.
Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly).
Their weakness is they dont listen to others,
will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation,
and very subjective.
However, because of their straightforward attitude,
they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left
=========
Dedicated, cold, perfectionist

Very logical in all aspects.
The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons.
Has a lot of pride,
and feeling strongly about doing the right thing.
If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy.
However, if they are your opponets,
they will be very tough to deal with.
Because they can be very 'anal' as a perfectionist,
they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right
==========
Likes to take care of others, leader type

Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations,
yet still can be considerate in others needs.
Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility,
they tend to become head of a group.
Popular among people.
However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling
because they want to take care of others too much.
Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

true ma? :)
it's just a test.
Don't need to take it so seriously :D

yay! got my portfolio picts!

yay. I went for audition today.
with my FLORENCE
she's my manager no2 cum nanny! :)
whee.
so exciting.
I wasn't all that excited d lorhs.
Her influence!
but it's fun to share your new experience with impt people in your life!
you noe? you noe?
thank you FLORENCE!
for making my hair so nice today!
and for accompanying me for quite long :)
thank you thank you! ^^

surprise surprise :D

it was a surprise to me.
I can't believe that I got chosen man.
'cause I really did my portfolio w/o the tot of anything in return oh.
HEE :D
I do hope today will be fun :)

wednesday again.

it's a borrring wednesday again.
going for tuition later..
how borrring.
I realised that I've been lamenting about how mundane my life is,
but yet, you don't see me doing anething abt it :S
oh wells! I'm goin TO!
starting from nxt week though.
cause currently, I am trying to get used to my new schedule :)
yup-ped!
Gona add in exercise routine :)
must lose fats!!
hehs..

yesterday night was kind of a struggle for me.
but I made it through :)
thank God!
those negative tots have finally gone away for good :)
*byebye negative tots!*
haha. you should have seen how I struggled mans.
it was like all those love philosophies in me waging war on one another.
all at the same time.
it's kind of like seeing the angel and the devil fighting each other.
haha.. oh wells.. love philosophies CAN contradict!
serious!
it just added on as an entry to my book.
haven't done a proper writing of it yet though.
I just felt enlightened by Him.
I heard a voice which helped me realise what's more important.
I've never felt so relieved :)
thank God :)

triple hurray to end of PSLE! :D
up next, is the end of year exams.
I don't think I wana teach anymore!
unless it's a GOOD pay.
gotta go bathe and get out for tuition lo.
wish me luck :)
I aim to do one good deed today and put a smile on someone's face :)

good day :)

today's a pleasant day.
no monday blues.
'cause I got to see my BOYFRIEND! ^^
hee..
went over to M'sia to meet my beloved.
chilled around and yamcha-ed with my boyfriend and his fwens.
though I found the time spent together was SHORT,
but me is happy enuff.
I WANNA SEE MORE OF YOU,
SINCE YOU'RE HAVING YOUR TERM-BREAK!! :P

have you ever thought of how your life would change..
as you enter into another phase of it?
oh wells.. as next year draws nearer and nearer..
I'm starting to ponder..
haha. kind of slow, I know.
slow for someone whose fwens have alrdy started uni life.
life is so unpredictable.
and maybe people's feelings could be as unpredictable as well.
for me, I do hope, nothing changes..
unless it's for the better :)

:)

Hmm.. Been really busy recently.
Haha. And Gene says we are both slaves of exams.
I prefer to be known as a miracle-worker :p
haha.
hmm.. the shoot on saturday was a good experience,
though I didn't think I did well.
Thank God for my boyfriend who kept me company for the long hours :)
hmmm.. Go watch Resident Evil 3!
it's GOOD! ^^

found this on sarah's blog..
" a girl should bury her heart so deep in God,
that a boy has to go through God to get it. "
nice :)

long time no post

long time no post.
it felt kind of weird.
being so busy that I hardly have time to just slack around.
so weird lah!
oh wells.. :S
I've decided to just relax and give myself a break,
every now and then, so long I feel like it.
HEE.
I need some excitement! :/